hey! I just arrived home from the cruise I've been to this weekend with my family, was really nice to get away, for the first time only my sister me and my mum, the weather was actully better than I expected, sun and 22 degrees, I ate so much i guess I will start to become hungry next, haha! Meet some crazy guys who actully was really gentle, 2 italian guys and 2 german guys, haha, it was so much fun, shoots and dancing on the dance floor and gorgeous men, life is just to good sometimes, started to talk to the dj, haha realy nice man. Have you sometime just realised how beautiful Enrique Miguel Iglesias is, it's crazyyyyyyyyyyyy, hehe. Now in this moment I'm waiting for Amanda to arrive to Norrköping city, we have to plan a little until this weekend, rain and rain, I'm so sick of it. Hope for some agancies to reply from the mail to become a model, would be an honor for me, just truly love it.kiss love

now i finally returned to norrköping, sweden, it was expected rain, haha and very cold, but very nice to be home, so I meet my darling yester day (amanda) it was so nice to meet her and for the next week i hope for better weather so i can go out and do something fun, my birthday next week is getting started to plan, hope it will be alot of fun, kiss kiss

love is something we take for granted, families, friends? if you take it for granted you have to remember that they also do, you can not appreciate the love that has been given to you for granted and can then not realise what to give back, sometimes you try to seek for it just to make you feel better, love is tender and can not play with, hide or seek, if you seek the love will never tell you the right way, it's only the wrong way, if you dont take it for granted then you will make the love you been given more will, it's not about to have as much love from people as you can, you just have to start to try in what you believe is the right for the future, if you feel uncomfortable in you choices then don't do it, it's easy, sometimes it's not always to fit in, you have to make the choices for your own best i've realised how much my family and amanda really means to me, now you probably wonder why Amanda is so special? I believe in stars and miracle witch a think she is for me, you can't wish for any more miracle than how much we have in comment, the same birth is just one of them all, i love you truly, i would do anything in need for them just because i care, i hope them luck for ever continuation, looove/emma

hello friends, just woken up, thinking of my outfit, witch i just realised today i'm going for a swim in the biggest pool that i've ever seen, so beautiful place with alot of waterfalls, going for a tan also :)so watch out cause i'm not gonna be white when a return to sweden so i guess later today i'm gonna have to pack all my belongings, i think i'll put the wine in my handbag hahaha...... then i guess my father said something about takeing us out for a resturant in the city, so that will be nice. mmm im crazy, dancing around in the apartment, i just missed it so much with Amanda ihihih alot of love/emma

today i've been sleeping for a long time, haha, fixing this website and helped annette in the magazine, it's been a relaxed day, bought some wine for a good price here, copy a cd for the 16 th and planed alot, looking forward, tough it's not really that fun, have to realise that i'm gonna have to search for a job until september, I talked to my beloved friend Amanda today and it made me so happy realised how much a really miss her, i'm also so happy for her, now when she finally found a man that might actully be something to hold on to, (i do have to "scan" him first) haha, she means every singel second to me, and i truly miss her, i'm so curious about the future for me now, realised some nice things about life, while i've been here, now im just sitting her looking out of the night, wondering about money and my trip home, hehe, alot of care, lovee

when do you know when you're happy? if the community we're living in makes us blind from the reality. If we refuse to see the happiness that really hides behind the reality we should live, that would make our lifes to a better future. The happiness we actully think is money, that truly is a lie, witch lead to a exterminate future, witch is not a happiness for our world. Because without happiness there's no passion and without passion you're not gonna find self-esteem and without self-esteem you're not gonna find strength to any future and without a good future you cant find any happiness. A bigger part of our population is tough afraid of the reality that we refuse to realise the lie that vi living in, money have made us confuesed about the real happiness, un reality have been made for us becasue of all the unreal that exist, almost made us forget about love, to be given and to give to the beloved we have near, dont really feel like an appreciation, personally i feel that people take it for granted, the future is not about money but to the things we love to spend time with, we need does things to make us feel better. Happiness and love is not anything we know we need until we really need consideration, witch is really often so dont take love for granted and remember this time for this person next time, we're living in a flock so at the end it's not gonna help to have alot of money but the happiness and love, cant really say that money is happiness, when i know money is a way to hide from the problems, cause a real friend u cant by, you just gonna get disapointed and alone at the end, so search wisely. However if you give your truly love and your truly personality you give the true you and you have realised the real life behind all of the lies and the succes will never cross your way As long as you find the things that you love to spend your life with you will find succes, but dont be fooled by anything, always remember the reality and you happiness. LOVE EMMA

I arrived to toulouse for 3 weeks ago, from sweden and the time here has been absoulutly wonderful with my father his girlfriend, Annette and my beloved friends, the time at the sea and haveing the sun on your face all the time has been absoulutly great, been doing some pictures for my portfolio and it became better than i hoped for, im so happy, i have also meet some great and crazy persons here, haha, i have done some picknicks, i have visiting the canal du midi museém, eating ice cream and just enyoing the time, soon the time has come when im going home again miss sweden alot, love emma.