today i've been sleeping for a long time, haha, fixing this website and helped annette in the magazine, it's been a relaxed day, bought some wine for a good price here, copy a cd for the 16 th and planed alot, looking forward, tough it's not really that fun, have to realise that i'm gonna have to search for a job until september, I talked to my beloved friend Amanda today and it made me so happy realised how much a really miss her, i'm also so happy for her, now when she finally found a man that might actully be something to hold on to, (i do have to "scan" him first) haha, she means every singel second to me, and i truly miss her, i'm so curious about the future for me now, realised some nice things about life, while i've been here, now im just sitting her looking out of the night, wondering about money and my trip home, hehe, alot of care, lovee